the day I want to cry

I do not know why .But tonight I want to cry .The family is just like this .When someone is cheating on you .What you feel is not the angry but very sad .Because you have trusted him too much .But he is telling the lies and want to get more money from you even when you are facing the biggest problems at this time .They even do not know how hard are you living your life .I feel very very sad and I can feel the tears are in my eyes .I want to cry.

Mother is always a good mother.Though she talks much .But she never give up the hopes .I have seen many young mothers drop the children and the poor father at home and then run away .It is really very sad story.But luckily my mother have never left me .Now today mother have gone back to the hometown .And he is with me .That is why I am feeling very lonely for the feeling .What he have done for me ? I am very sad and this sadness would stay with me for really a long time.I am afraid that one day he have done something not responsible for this family.I would never forgive him any more .